A couple of days ago I received an email that surprised me, this guy wrote me to tell me that love our fights but also to tell me about an addiction he’s developed recently with catfights and to ask me for help.
He said that he’s having troubles with some aspects of his life, ‘cause he can’t focus on them, he’s always thinking about catfights, and watch them all day long. That reminded me a time when I felt the same and wanted to tell you just to know if that can be happening to you too.
I was around 24 or so if I remember correctly. Because I didn’t have a credit card at that time, and maybe because anyway I didn’t know any clip site like clip4sale, I past long hours in my computer searching for Catfights on this porn video websites, even on those not porn websites like Vimeo, YouTube or so.
Because I just used to find only little pieces of what O was looking for at a time and the internet was so slow usually took expended al day doing that. At the beginning I did that only on Sundays, those days when I was bored and didn’t have anything else to do anyway. Little by little I found Crystal, ECNWC, or DTWrestling clips. Of course when some I liked some fighter I’d tried to find more of here fights so the searching was deep and long.
without even noticing it, I started doing the same in the weekdays, I expended on that any free time I had. Because I worked at home I had the opportunity to see catfights at different times during the day. Suddenly I started avoiding work or any other activity, even dating.
Of course while I was surfing on internet looking and downloading clips here and there (I’m not proud maybe you can enagüen why) I masturbated, yep, remember I said “all day long”. I delayed the orgasm to keep masturbating all the time. It’s important to say that I was depressed at that time, ‘cause I just had finished University, and I wasn’t able to find an stable job.
That brought me, besides troubles at my shitty job, troubles with sex. Every once in a while I dated some girl and when we had sex I couldn’t get to the orgasm, and after some minutes, I just lost the erection. A man that doesn’t finish was kind of weird to this girls.
After some months in that situation, and maybe dozens of clips in my collection, I started feeling like this guy from the email, like I couldn’t focus on anything besides catfights videos, that I didn’t had any other interest than that. If I had a credit card at that time, I would’ve fucked it in some minutes.
So one day tired of that situation I decided to put an end to it, I deleted all the clips I had collected for months, and I mean all, I dragged the folder to the trash, and I focus on other activities to stay busy and not to think about Catfights.
This made me think that this addiction wasn’t so different to alcoholism, to finish it I had to take all my “bottles” and poured them into the sink. I don’t know maybe it wasn’t as bad as some stories I’ve heard about alcohol, but at least was becoming a little problem.
After some weeks maybe a couple of months I returned to watching clips, but this time in a normal way, my obsession had past, so from then I enjoy Catfights without messing my life up. Now my life is messed but for other reasons and curiously producing catfights is what is helping me to keep everything in place.
Whay do you think guys? Have you ever go through something like this?